I have been tagged, and now so have you!Okay, so JakeBondage said in :That being said, I am guarded about my identity... but I'll guarantee you that what I DO give you, here, is true... even if enigmatic or vague....and I'll say much the same! So, per JakeBondage, here are the...
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You must post these rules!Each person has to share 10 things about themselves.ANSWER 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the people you tag will answer.CHOOSE 10 people and put their icons on your journal.Not something like "You are tagged if you read this!" you have to tag 10 people No tag-backs You MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY
10 Things About me
I am a technical professional, and all the endeavours you see in my gallery are hobby onlyI consider GospodinP to be a submerged aspect of my overall personality, and occasionally think of it as a third party.I find a lot of stories about the gay "close
First off, I have to post the rules...
I would say that I first discovered that I was kinky back when I was about 11 or so. Now, granted, I had absolutely no idea what it was that I was feeling at the time. But, I was playing cops and robbers with my cousins, one male and one female. The girl, who was a little older than me, was the robber. I will never forget the strange feeling that I got in my stomach when we captured her and put a pair of silly plastic handcuffs on her. In fact, that moment was profound enough that it has even been referenced in one of my stories.
2. What erotic work (art, story, whatever) do you think most heavily influenced the early development of your kinky desires?
After the initial discovery of the feeling mentioned above, I found myself seeking it out. I remember noticing a picture in one of my father's Playboy magazines where a naked girl in a scuba helmet was being grabbed by a 'Creature from the Black Lagoon' knockoff and feeling the same thing. It all became clear to me, however, when I stumbled upon my father's hidden copy of A Man and His Maid. That was the moment that I realized I was not alone with these feelings and the book just seemed to so clearly lay out exactly what it was that I was experiencing and seeking. It's an old book and quite dated now, but it made an impact on me.
3. What piece of your own work do you find turns you on the most?
Huh. This is a tough one. In their own ways, I think that all of my pieces have turned me on. It's more a matter of what I am in the mood for at the time that I am writing. There's obviously quite a big swing between the varied natures of my stories. I would say that if I have to name one piece, the one that inspires me most consistently is The Mayor's Daughter II: Stablemate. I think that it's some of my best writing and also that it includes some of the best bondage that I've ever managed to describe. Within the story, I really tried to challenge myself to create scenes that would be difficult to describe.
4. In what other on-line communities do you find support for your kinky work?
Goodreads, Secondlife, Utopiastories.
5. If you could play a BDSM storytelling game (like a dice-and-stats RPG, or so), what sort of plots or situations would you want your character to encounter?
I would want to play a competent, though not especially powerful character thrust in over her head and faced with seemingly insurmountable odds. I'd want there to be hope of success over the long-term, but for some very brutal failures in the beginning that led to a period of long-term captivity.
6. What is the darkest, most unsettling sexual fantasy you have?
I could write a whole book just in response to this question. Oh wait, I think I already have. My darkest fantasies involve abduction, torture, and lots and lots of bondage. Some of my darkest fantasies involve institutional situations, where the entire world itself is bent on those things... making escape or resistance utterly impossible.
7. If you had the power of mind control over just one person, how would you use it?
This is another difficult one to answer. I've never really felt a lot of allure toward mind control. I think that's mainly because I am a convincing person and persuade people for a living. And, while I could use this mind control gift for something altruistic, I don't think I would be that selfless. No, most likely, I would use it to convince someone fabulously wealthy to give me a big loan for a business venture.
8. If you could move to Torei today, who would you become?
I am just getting my feet wet in the Torei world. As I mentioned above, I love the institutional style of bondage and control that is inherent in the world. That said, I would be hard-pressed to pick a role for myself. I think that I'd like to be a visitor... someone wealthy and connected enough to make an annual visit to Torei and sample its fruits, but without living there on a permanent basis.
9. What are your opinions on gift economies? Do you see no-money collaboration as a ripoff, or paid work as selling out?
I don't have a problem with paid work, and have never viewed it as selling out. I've profited from the sale of my books. That said, I do think that there is a greater joy that comes from giving away work that sales cannot achieve. It's the whole reason that I come here, and the reason that I decided not to have my newest work, Over Her Head, published even after it was accepted by the Publisher. Of course, if I was making millions, it might be a different story. But, for me, the financial rewards that come from published work in this genre do not compare to the joy that I get from the comments of a fan who would otherwise be unable to read it.
10. What creative skill do you wish you had?
I was tempted to say drawing here, but I don't think that's a fair one. I have a number of friends who are artists and they all got there as much through hard work at their craft as through natural talent. So, I will say that I wish I could sing. That's one that I have put in the time and effort for, but while my voice is good for public speaking, I cannot carry a tune in a bucket. That did not stop me from singing at my wedding, however...
So, that's all the rules except for the tagging! This took a lot longer than I expected, so my apologies in advance to anyone who accepts the tagging from me!
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This return to DeviantArt is all about finding a balance in life.
In the past, I've had a terrible tendency to allow myself to become overwhelmed. It would seem that I have a rather addictive personality. And that led me to allowing this side of myself to damage the real world me's day-to-day life.
This time around, I am focusing on expressing this side of myself without crossing that line. I recognize that this part of me is quite integral and needs an outlet, but that I have to keep it in check.
When I sat down to write Chapter Three of Slave to the Aliens, I was literally stunned to realize that it has been a year since I wrote anything new. The Mayor's Daughter Trilogy and Over Her Head have actually been complete for over a year, and the last thing that I actually wrote was Chapter Two of Slave to the Aliens. It felt fitting, and also scary, to return to Maria's plight for my first actual fresh entry.
So, I'd ask you to bear with me as I knock off the rust and get back into the swing of this thing that I love.
I will be posting alternating chapters of the Mayor's Daughter and Over Her Head regularly over the next month or so.
I will also be working on new chapters for Slave to the Aliens, Ashley's Story, and Paper or Plastic and posting them intermittantly as they are completed.
Thanks, as always, for reading and commenting! I can't express how much I always appreciate the support of everyone who makes up this great community!